I’m kind of giving up on this community . It’s just difficult to make friends and communicate with people. I actually wanna just enjoy my time.. I wanna be admire for who I am. I want to be encouraged and praised and pushed into the “unthinkable” I find the human life very duel. I want to know what it’s like to actually live in a body where my own weight restricts me. I want to know what it’s like .. to live in a reality where my size is accepted and catered to. I want to explore life comfortably where Food isn’t a problem. Not only that but I also don’t want to be looked at as just a kink. I want it to be a lifestyle. I’ve spent so many years Worrying about how others view me that I haven’t had time to think about what I want or what made me happy in my skin. I just don’t think this community is as realistic as it seems. And that’s just my opinion.
And not to confuse people, I still do want to continue my journey as it is a part of who I am, and it’ll never change. I just feel like as far as the online feederism world has had a major downfall. And there’s a lot of “repetitive’ stuff. I’ve never really met a person that just made my whole interest spark. Except for a few people which was the best experiences ever. But you can’t really find that anymore.
But I’d rather interact with people who also have the same feeling because I feel like there’s a boundary and Lia stand point When you’ve gotten to this point? Hard to explain, but if anyone wants any friends my My discord is blubberbabe
And not to confuse people, I still do want to continue my journey as it is a part of who I am, and it’ll never change. I just feel like as far as the online feederism world has had a major downfall. And there’s a lot of “repetitive’ stuff. I’ve never really met a person that just made my whole interest spark. Except for a few people which was the best experiences ever. But you can’t really find that anymore.
But I’d rather interact with people who also have the same feeling because I feel like there’s a boundary and Lia stand point When you’ve gotten to this point? Hard to explain, but if anyone wants any friends my My discord is blubberbabe
7 months