I didn’t add it to my original post but I’ve been thinking about this internal struggle more since I found this thread. Another thought I had is that I do want to have kids in the future, and while there’s plenty of heavier people who have had success conceiving and have healthy pregnancies and give birth to perfect babies, I know that being a healthy weight and proper diet and exercise is really important. I also wonder how I would be as a role model. I’d want my kids to take care of themselves and if they see their parent eating garbage and huge portions I don’t want them to get into bad habits. But weight gain is part of my sexuality, and I don’t want to ignore it.
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