Fat experiences

My journey to start loving fatness, was when I was 13 years old, obese people called my attention (in both genders) the first model I was obsessed with was Eartha Quake, because of her I fell in love with huge bellies, then I started to like my own fat body, I decided that I wanted to be as fat as her, feel the beauty of fatness, fatness is a deadly beauty but for me it is the most beautiful that exists.

There hasn't been a single moment in my sexuality developement where I wasn't attracted to big fat men. To me it just started when I started being aware of my feelings down there.
As a chubby kid I would get aroused playing with my own fat, pretending to be even fatter

I have loved fat ever since I can remember. Obviously, a big part of my “fat love” is not sexually motivated, since I was intrigued and attracted to fat as a child long before puberty and sexuality. I have always loved food and eating and in my child’s mind I think I equated being fat with unlimited access to your favorite foods. And even now, although I am sexually attracted to fat women, I appreciate and find fat beautiful in all genders. I love fat as a sign of gluttony and abundance!

A beloved art teacher who I knew when I was very young.

She was a fun and kind-hearted person and I loved being in her class. I really looked up to her.

She was also a very large woman. She had an extra wide bottom, and I was fascinated by the way it spilled over the sides of her chair whenever she sat down.

I remember seeing that bottom one day and realizing that I not only wanted to grow up to be kind and talented like my favorite teacher. I also wanted to be large and round and soft like her too.

I felt drawn to fat people ever since and I still dream of a day when I can become one myself!