Ballbelly909:
I do find the thoughts of a FFA putting through those paces intriguing ….. nice fantasy …
Munchies:
I've done something similar with my partner before. However, it was for a much shorter amount of time. I'd only recommend doing something like that if you enjoy pain.
For the month we did it, his belly was almost constantly at its breaking point. There were a few days when he needed a break or to slow down. We are sadomasochistic, so we enjoyed the immense suffering he experienced.
In the moment, he never wanted to stop, but when I forced him to stop the next month, and the horny died down, he was grateful.
BigBallBellyGirl:
When I did my 90k calorie feast over two days last Thanksgiving, I was incredibly turned on, but I have a high tolerance for pain and also a good dose of masochism. I had a very intense stomach ache, my belly and sides hurt from stretching, my breathing was labored for three days, and my hands swelled up so much I couldn't type on a keyboard. Admittedly, I didn't give my body time to recover, because I kept eating and gained about 50 lb in a month. It's not for everybody, and I generally would advise against it unless someone really really really knew what they were getting into. I was barely able to move throughout the holiday season.
Munchies:
Honestly, I've always considered you to be several order of magnitude more intense than Mochi could ever be. The things you've accomplished are outright impressive.
I'm also impressed by your dedication to find your balance. That's really hard to do, but you are doing it anyway.
It is hard, because not a day goes by that I don't want to eat my way into oblivion. I also miss the thrill of gaining honestly.
However, I've made a bunch of lifestyle changes as far as what I eat and how much. To me, it's what I need to do, not just to avoid another medical emergency, but also in order to stay fat. If I had continued to eat 20,000 calories a day and get bigger and bigger, really bad things would have happened with my heart condition, and I knew that even if I survived another crisis, I would then be in a situation where it would be imperative for me to lose weight. I don't want that either. I'm around 565 to 570, and I'm very happy with my body. I'm under no illusion that I am the picture of health, but if I can keep bringing my blood pressure and cholesterol down and keep building some strength, I can avoid medically necessary weigh loss and continue to enjoy a body that I've worked hard for.
