Okfriendship342:
I am a person who has always been of normal weight. I have a strong desire for food and I would like to take the step and be a fat person, but social pressure is what holds me back. How do I take the step?
Start by getting over your hang ups with social pressure. If you gain weight but are preoccupied with people judging you, you'll freak out and lose the weight,
Gotta make your peace knowing you can't control what other people think about you. But at the same time, their opinions about you don't matter. Once you get to that point, you are ready to get fat.