Gaining

This year I have officially (between me and my partner anyway) become a feedee!

Need to weight myself to get an update, but I would guess I am now 260, with a goal of getting to 300. I can't wait!

I was very anorexic when my password picture was taken (around 92 lbs) but I gained about 50 lbs since then. I look so different, I can just imagine what border agents must be thinking. If any of them is info this kink, I must be a treat for the eyes, especially lately. When sitting I have a very visible belly roll.

I gain when I have an active local feeder. Trying to get to 500lbs.
4 years gained 150lbs already.

I'm gaining. At the start of 2024 I was 140 and now I'm 163

I'm definitely gaining at this point. I was down to 270, back up to 293 now.

I'm *trying* but nothing is budging right now. What sucks about being older, is that I'm now playing a game of hide and seek with my doctor. 🤣 I don't want health issues so I see how far I can push it before pulling back again.

(I know health isn't a game, especially at my age, but I need to stay lighthearted about it or I'll get so bloody frustrated.)

I'm setting a TINY GOAL of 1-2lbs because dammit, that should be doable!! LOL! I'd love 50lbs more, but whaddaya gunna do...

I've been gaining again since I started my new job. It isn't too hard to gain weight now and keep it on. When I worked at my previous job, I was able to gain and make it up to 226 lbs but I lost it just a few years later since I had to walk around and be on my feet all day. Now that I'm working a sedentary job, the weight has been piling on!

I had posted a while back in another section of this forum the fact that I was contemplating gaining. I was being constantly ridiculed for my size (6-2" 123 pounds). I have always been a feeder and both female girlfriends/friends have always expressed a desire for me to thicken up (often as my feeder tendencies saw my girlfriends own thin/curvy frames chunk up). I was told I would look incredible with atleast another 40 pounds packed onto my frame especially with a muscle-chub styled look.

Well after a few months I am happy to say I have been absolutely stuffing myself senseless and training to build serious mass. I have managed to pack on 20 pounds onto my frame.

It may not sound like much (have gone from 6'2" 123 pounds to 143 pounds) however for me it's a significant milestone.

I had shared with a few friends what I was intending on doing from the outset of this and all of them were REMARKABLY encouraging. All of them commenting on how they cant wait to see my frame morph into a thicker shape.

One female friend also who at the same height as me is a SSBBW coming in at close to 400 pounds has been beyond supportive. I have known her for over 15 years and have seen her beautiful 220 body balloon into the corpulent mass of blubber and curves she has today.

Whilst nothing had ever happened between us we have been in daily contact. I (from her very first pounds) knew she was a feedee and her (after witnessing my girlfriends fatten up over the years) knew I was a feeder. We have never however enacted upon our preferences to each other.

Since expressing my plan to her she literally has taken it upon herself to move in and become my feeder/chef/enabler. She is a magnificent cook and said to me the only way she feels this project of mine is going to work is if I live with a fatty so I can become one.

Whilst there has been slow albeit initial progress she hasn't been wrong. I can't deny her feeding me or requests to do so. She cooks and saunters around in a short silk nightie that does nothing to hide her corpulent thighs/calves and titanic ass with her belly straining. Large pillowy breasts are barely held in and her thick meaty arms and shoulders swallow the shoulder strings. She eats with reckless abandon and is constantly grazing often giving me snacks. She is always encouraging me, rubbing and pinching me and making sure I'm stuffed.

She has been happy (albeit could be happier) with my gain. She even wants more than 40 pounds. She expressed to me very early on that she had fantasised about us making love albeit me in a super thick muscle chub form worshipping her hedonistic pillowy form.

She has been boasting and showing my gain off to others (not necessarily telling everyone about our feeder/feedee relationship) and many of her friends (especially the FFA and Female Feeder) ones have expressed their approval whilst physically ogling me like prey.

The changes I am experiencing though are not just physical. I have found myself enjoying being a feedee. The loss of control, the reckless abandon to stuff and the desire to please are becoming all too much. Im constantly turned on by my growing frame enjoying the feel of newly thickened muscle and chub which now coat my once scrawny body (you will all say I still am though!). I can't get enough of her and others rubbing their hands all over me a look of need to keep me growing in their face.... just as if they are fattening and inspecting their pig for growth. She wasn't wrong; living with a fatty is helping me fall into a gaining lifestyle. She tells me often that these feelings are what led to her becoming a feedee.

To make matters more interesting a close mutual friend of ours has moved to mine for the next 6months of a work secondment. She is aware of our gaining relationship and it hasn't been lost on her. She too has been (as a majority bi product of my feeder) subject to grazing and massess of food albeit she doesn't work out leading to her form having 20 pounds of pure fat added to it in last 2 months. My feeder often jokes how turned on i must be that our skinny friend could (if gaining at same rate) leave mine a bbw. Our mutual friend hasn't done anything to stop her gluttony and enjoys her new found pounds commenting on how her and I may soon become unrecognizable thanks to my feeders ways.

With all this and if it continues i can see myself growing into a huge muscle chub within the not to distant future. I don't think I can stop these new gainer desires i have (funny how the shoe is on the other foot) until I reach a sufficient new body that pleases her. I get so turned on when she mentions (given her size) that when I reach goal we may not be able to have conventional sex due to our bodies. Her fupa literally shallows her huge juicy pussy and she expects my member to change as a result of the fat she wants on me.

Have any other feedees or gainers felt the same things at the start/during their gaining procees

Great to hear this - exactly why I'm on FF

I started with 150. Then I had a period of several years of stabilization at 180. Last year in the fall I reached 220 and then took a break. I have been actively gaining weight since February this year, currently almost 290. I enjoy food 😅