Gaining

about 70lbs of fat and unintentional muscle over the past 15 years. yeah I suck as a gainer....

When was this?

Definitely now. Before the coronavirus pandemic I was about six kilograms lighter than now. I never was this big. So I am now fatter than ever, I do hope to double that number so I could so that I gained ten kilos in 4 years, maybe I will try to push it even more, what stops me from gaining additional 20 kilos in the near future? Let’s see!

When my partner first moved in two years ago, I took a week off to help him settle in and take a bit of a staycation for myself. He fed me up to my limit every night, I drank heavy cream, and I ate massive fast food orders daily, sometimes multiple times a day. I also got close to no physical activity. I gained 11 pounds in a week, which led to about 27 pounds in a month.

Currently, I'm gaining around 10 to15 pounds a month, but I'm definitely open to more.

That is really impressive! Your belly must be huge

I've had a pot belly my whole life, and I remember being enamoured with it as a kid and secretly poking and jiggling it. At the biggest part of my tummy, I measure about 65 inches, and I love that I'm bigger around than I am tall. When I was 370 pounds, I had a 70 inch gut, empty. I want to exceed that this time.

I find it almost impossible to lose any weight now that I'm in my mid fourties... Even with a very restrictive diet, I'm lucky if I can lose a few pounds.

Maybe at some point I'll give up and do the same as you describe in your profile.

I'm around 140 lbs now so I hope I wouldn't end up remotely close to 300 lbs, I'm only 5'1" so over 180 lbs is already obese for me.

I will say there is something freeing about finally letting go an letting yourself gain weight. I first started lurking in this community as a feeder and a total health nut myself. Then after I realized how much work it really takes to keep a 6 pack, I decided to just not worry about keeping my belly completely flat and let it do what it wanted to. I ultimately found the feeling of gaining weight so satisfying I decided I wanted to intentionally do it.
I'm not saying that'll necessarily be your experience but who knows you might surprise yourself. At the very least it may allow you to by kinder to yourself and boost your confidence

Thanks, you often have the right words to comfort me and help me go further in my reflections.

I gained over 25 pounds in one month just having full meals, snacks and icecream and more caloriez with boosts and gainer shakes. Now im comfortably unemployed with my feeder and were gonna try again how much i can put on in a month