Fat experiences

i've been in the community for a long time, and for most of that time (decades) i was thin and a fat admirer and feeder. in the last several years i've gained weight and embraced life as a foodie and occasionally a feedee.

i think getting fat opened up new experiences within the space of this fetish - i think the most significant is how i went from being more of a dom to a sub. it's been a different experience, for sure.

on the other hand, i don't think it's any better or worse than my experience back when i was a dominant feeder with larger partners.

i think it has more to do with who you are, and who you are with, and the dynamic it creates around you both.

gorging yourself with delicious, decadent food is way, way more fun than working out at the gym though, so i highly recommend trying it.

For me the fetish comes in waves of multipel months and than goes away I don’t know why.

It results in me gaining an loosing weight but always staining obese.
So I am not sure how I would feel when I got to a normal weight.

The stuffing aspect is stronger in the gaining phase.
Sitting down with 5000-7000 calories and just pushing down as much as I can until i am just in agony of my aching gut is probably the best thing