Fat experiences

Does being fat enhance the experience of the fetish?

For me the fetish comes in waves of multipel months and than goes away I don’t know why.

It results in me gaining an loosing weight but always staining obese.
So I am not sure how I would feel when I got to a normal weight.

The stuffing aspect is stronger in the gaining phase.
Sitting down with 5000-7000 calories and just pushing down as much as I can until i am just in agony of my aching gut is probably the best thing smiley
6 months
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