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im constantly flipping between wanting to be in great shape and wanting to be 300 Lbs. I'm more of a feeder, but I accidentally gained 15 pounds over the last year and it awoke something in me. For anybody else who's gone through something like this, what did you do?

Same here constantly swapping between I wanna drop the weight to I wanna double the weight really depends on the day

I think it might just mean I'm a mutual gainer lol

you’re lucky in a sense you get to choose I was already well over 300 when I decided being fat is what I wanted. I struggled with diet for so long it just wasn’t a battle I was gonna win. My appetite won.