Gaining

The eating is more of a means to an end at this point for me. I LOVE to eat but I bore so easily now with anything other than the most addictive foods possible. Its always been about size for me. I just wanna drown in a warm sea of myself. I want a middle so big, my arms can't help but stick out at an angle. I want a belly so big I can spoon it.

It's who i am and who I want to be. A great big, cuddly softie.

I love the feeling of being fat - touching/squeezing my belly (or when my gf does it), the slight heft when I walk or run, etc. Also a huge fan of clothes getting tighter and tighter every day, and just wearing too tight clothes too.

Like most others said too, it's also nice to just eat whatever you want, and I also like the actual feeling of being full.