Extreme obesity

My Christmas wish is to lose weight.
I don't want to be thin, but walking again would be great.
I miss leaving the house and I want to stop living in a bed.
I'm short of breath at night and oxygen doesn't help. I don't want to tempt fate, I'm going to miss my big meals but I need to improve my quality of life.
After Christmas I'll be put on a diet.
The countdown begins and I must take advantage of it to eat before starting the damn diet.

You can do it, Romy! I believe in you! Id love to hear about your success come next Christmas.

You can do it Romy! I believe in you.

I'm rootin for ya, hun!

Thank you.
The anxiety is very strong and I have been eating a lot since yesterday.
My husband is going to let me eat without limits today, but tomorrow I have to start the diet.
I can't get out of bed to look for food and the success of my diet depends solely on my husband.
I'm terrified because even if I scream for something to eat I won't get anything.
I'm very scared and I think the first few days are going to be a nightmare. From eating 3 whole fried chickens I now go on to eat 2 unsalted breasts with vegetables.

If I didn't have so many health problems, I wouldn't be doing this.
I wanted to reach 1000lbs and I was close, but the last time I ran out of air, my legs were about to explode from so much fluid retention, my blood pressure is uncontrollable and at this rate I'm going to die before I reach 1000lbs.
Things were not good. My husband touched my leg and I was dying of pain.
The idea of ​​walking again and leaving my house is my motivation for now.

It will be hard at first. But it will get easier. You'll notice a change by the end of the week. Dieting after you've been eating extreme amounts of food tends to yield rapid results for the first few months.

My partner and I decided to do something similar. We love extreme weight gain, but he is working on his fitness because he wants to be with me for a long time as well as be active in our future kids' lives.

You are not a failure for not reaching 1000 lbs. You simply shifted your priorities.

The other good thing is that you guys can cuddle without you hurting

I dont know how much it will help, but you could try to find some passion, other than food, in order to occupy your mind with it. There are lots of things that might fascinate you! Anything science related. Of course it is a little weird to try to find a passion to serve as a distraction, without some other utilitarian context (like if someone is interested in.. Idk, physics, because they know it will be usefull for one project of theirs) but a good starting point, i think, would be Art and philosophy!

There is merit to the general idea. Any time you quit a habit, it's good to swap it with something else.

OP is bed bound, so the options are limited. But now would be a good time to throw yourself into hobbies or even pick up new ones.