The SM origin of my pseudo on Internet when I transitioned socially to a woman.
When I was a student, there was a very fat and old lunch lady with a “ugly” face at the university restaurant. The students called her ironically “Aphrodite” (goddess of love).
[Later I wrote a SM fat humiliation novel (not finished, only in French) where Arnold, a fitness-student, is force-fed and feminized (as revenge for cruel mockery) by a monstrously obese lunch lady who is called “Aphrodite” by students. All lunch ladies at the university restaurant are very obese, in order to cut the appetite of students (for the State to pay less money). Though this objective may not be achieved, because during the break, these lunch ladies eat huge amounts of food, since it is the only fun they have in life, as they can’t find men interested in them, have never sex and get never affection from men. After his MtF transition, Arnold (now Cindy) has no choice but to work at the university restaurant where she is degraded by students and to sleep (as a heterosexual man who is horrified by having sex with a man) with a sadist very old man who loves to disgust women in financial need with his nightmarish body destroyed by time. With viagra, this hell lasts the whole night. Cindy’s everyday life is a torture and there is no way back. She eats her feelings and gains more and more weight. One day she is so fat that she has to wear a steel corset at work in order for the largest available working clothes to fit her, which is more and more painful as she gets fatter.]
When I chose the nickname “Aphrodita”, I didn't know that my face would be so pretty for a few years at the beginning, before time finally destroys this beauty (not happened yet, I’m still a fat true goddess of love).
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