Submission and domination

I guess I have two? One either that I’m secretly being made to gain weight. Weight gain powder snuck into meals, extra baked goods and calories at my side at all times. Secret weight gain supplements that will increase appetite and/or slow metabolism. I’ll deny the gain for a bit but won’t be long until I find it hard to shed off the pounds. Or give in.

The other is definitely darker, it’s literally the idea of me being kidnapped and force fed. Helplessly tied up and made to eat far too much fatty foods or guzzle down thickening milk shakes through a tube, done either from my captor’s hands or hooked up to a machine. Nothing to do but give up and allow my body to swell painfully and handsomely. Eventually becoming too heavy to move, so the restraints really aren’t necessary anymore.
God I wanna try funnel feeding…

The SM origin of my pseudo on Internet when I transitioned socially to a woman.

When I was a student, there was a very fat and old lunch lady with a “ugly” face at the university restaurant. The students called her ironically “Aphrodite” (goddess of love).

[Later I wrote a SM fat humiliation novel (not finished, only in French) where Arnold, a fitness-student, is force-fed and feminized (as revenge for cruel mockery) by a monstrously obese lunch lady who is called “Aphrodite” by students. All lunch ladies at the university restaurant are very obese, in order to cut the appetite of students (for the State to pay less money). Though this objective may not be achieved, because during the break, these lunch ladies eat huge amounts of food, since it is the only fun they have in life, as they can’t find men interested in them, have never sex and get never affection from men. After his MtF transition, Arnold (now Cindy) has no choice but to work at the university restaurant where she is degraded by students and to sleep (as a heterosexual man who is horrified by having sex with a man) with a sadist very old man who loves to disgust women in financial need with his nightmarish body destroyed by time. With viagra, this hell lasts the whole night. Cindy’s everyday life is a torture and there is no way back. She eats her feelings and gains more and more weight. One day she is so fat that she has to wear a steel corset at work in order for the largest available working clothes to fit her, which is more and more painful as she gets fatter.]

When I chose the nickname “Aphrodita”, I didn't know that my face would be so pretty for a few years at the beginning, before time finally destroys this beauty (not happened yet, I’m still a fat true goddess of love).

I wish i could find anyone willing to take me away and feed me and stuff me until i gain so much weight i am immobile and just become their feeding/fucktoy.

Especially wanted to be funnel fed by someone else but hey who knows what the future holds.

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We meet online and I motivate you to gain more. We make it interesting: I will book us a luxurious city trip if you manage to gain 100 pounds within 8 months, double of what you had in mind initially.

You have to sprint the last 10 pounds but you make it. You get eager while we make naughty plans and gather supplies.

Last minute, unfortunately, the meetup gets cancelled and postponed by two months, but you don't wanna loose momentum.. You bought all that cream and.. and your new funnel..

On the big day, my flight arrives an hour later than yours. I pick up my card at the reception and head to our room where I find you in all your glory: Huge, pale, covered in fresh stretch marks and sucking hard on your funnel. Even though you surpassed the goal 40 pounds ago.

I unpack the snacks I brought for you and order you room service

Thats not a dark Fantasy, wish you could do it to me

[quote]jamiela33:
tying someone up and stuffing/bloating them for hours. force feeding them all day and possibly inflating them after until their big hard gut nearly bursts! and repeat this everyday while i keep measuring how much increase until they reach my goals.

Wish someone would do that to me

Oh that sounds wonderful

To be in a feeder competition with my partner. No rules, but there's gotta be push back. You can't just say "eat this" and expect the other person to do it. The goal being to make eachother fatter. Sneaking higher calorie ingredients into food, blackmail, leaving trap snacks, force feeding if you get the other in a compromised position, all on the table. Weigh ins monthly and the one who gains more can't buy bigger clothes for the month.

Has everything: mutual gain, blackmail, humiliation, etc.

to be permenantly age regressed would be mine