VicariousFeeder:
You know in all honesty, I really do get turned on about thinking of getting kidnapped then fed to the point of death. And being passive aggressively suicidal with a lack of friends if it happened I wouldn't fight it. They way I think of it I would allow myself to succumb to gaining so much weight and deal with the health issues that come it would just allow me to live how I want till the end. Laying in bed, secluded, and eating as much as I want, when I want.
If I were to find a feeder that was really into it I would do it no hesitation. I'd give up the life I have now to be completely dependent on my feeder. But as my name implies I also realistically can't do that because I have so much going on and so much I want to do that it's conflicting. In the end it is what it is, just a fantasy.
Kitsune:
As a suicidal person, I am curiously asking what is hot about not having no hope for your future and wanting to end your life? Had no clue mentally ill people are fetished buy I guess we will never be understood.
So it is a fetish, meaning, i enjoy the the process, gaining, and eating. The death feederism is a niche kink. And lastly, if i chose to kill myself it would be that way. Not quick. So at least I'm doing something I somewhat enjoy.
