Fat experiences

Sitting on the train home in the evening with my clothes feeling tight and uncomfortable around my belly, butt and thighs when I thought they fit fine in the morning.

I was passing in between the wall and the electric piano, like I've done for years and...the gap got small, I guess! I had to gather up the fat on my abdomen to squeeze by. Wow, I put on weight!

I moved the electric piano a few more inches away from the wall.

I shaved a few days ago after years of not doing it and my face is super fat, i thought i didn't had a double chin just a bloated face but as soon as my face hair started growing back i noticed the outline of the giant double chin forming

Everyday there’s a new reminder hehehe that what happened to you while you gaining 😅

that's hot lol

I wear suspenders under my shirt to help hold my pants up. They are Perry suspenders that hook under my belt. So, when I squat down or sit on the floor or sometimes even a chair, my belly sticks out over my belt and pushes the suspenders loose and I have to fish around to find it to hook it back.

I guess that isn't a "daily" experience... Sometimes, its every few minutes...

Harder to put socks on….. wish it were summer and I didn’t need to. Got a pair of new slip on shoes last week as tying has been more of an issue. Happy to now have spent my third weekend at home with just slippers around the house and indoor clothes!

❤️ keep growing

I don't know how common this experience is, but I find my clothes always get tighter as the day progresses, no matter how little I eat
or drink. Maybe I have water retention?

I am still craving for sweets even though I had a lot of sugar today and I don't want to go overboard. This morning I drank my 24 oz caramel latte from yesterday. Since I drank a bit of it when it was fresh, I say there was 20 ounces of it left today until I finished it.

During my shopping trip, my dad bought me a venti pink drink from Starbucks. I like to add half of breve instead of "coconut" so I don't know what the calories are like compared to the original ingredients. Regardless, it's still not a healthy drink...

Now I am eager to try the Stephens hot chocolate mix that was a impulse purchase of mine. I didn't think it would hurt to treat myself during my upcoming layoff so I am glad I bought it. I never had expensive hot chocolate before and there was a ton of positive opinions on this brand. It shouldn't be as awfully sugary like Swiss Miss but for sure it's not a light dessert.

My new way to make hot chocolate is to make a hot mocha by adding the mixture to some drip coffee. Also mix in a small amount of frothy half and half. (I add sugar to it) If available I like to top the drink off with whip cream. I bet food snobs are not going to like what I just said but it's damn delicious.

Overall, sweet liquid sure expands my circumfrance. This is why I can't have cute lolita dresses.