Gainingdream:
I am unfortunately impressionable.. insecure.. someone who always lets others determine a part of my future!.. a pleaser … I am a Feedee.. I am addicted to food.. I love fat.. I love getting fat and playing with my fat.. 6 months ago I was very active with gaining and was really getting fat.. unfortunately I stopped because of em for others! I even went to a psychologist and now I am back to square one, how should I deal with this,, how do you do that?
Munchies:
Go back to the therapist. Stay away from the community until you are far enough into your journey that people won't used and abuse you.
Just making a post about you being impressionable as marked you as easy prey.
Gainingdream:
Thank you for your lovely explanation! I still go to the psychologist. She says I should do what makes me happy, and honestly that is of course my family! But also getting fat.. the feederism.. I have suppressed that all my life, now I finally got fatter (over 138 kilos) and due to insecurity and especially my environment and the nagging I gave in again to lose weight and. even went to a psychologist
You are very sweet. But I am serious. There are a lot of unsavory people out there that will try to manipulate you into fulfilling fantasies that are not necessarily yours.
Ideally, you should be able to express your fetish in a way that makes you happy regardless of people pushing you to gain or lose weight.
