I finally posted a belly video on Fantasy feeder. I finally got the guts to— or grew the gut — to do so.
But it’s not what I intended. I tried making all kinds of videos of my belly, jiggling it, squeezing it, shaking it, patting it, slapping it.
I was dissatisfied with all them, and at the end, I thought I turned off the phone but ended capturing myself getting dressed, pulling my shirt on.
This accidental video really is not so much about my belly but about how incredibly unfit I’ve become. I’m breathing pretty heavily throughout the short film. I huff and puff, struggling to put on my shirt. I get so out of breath these days, and never really realized it until making this video.
I have mixed feelings about this. That my fat body is growing unhealthy is a bit concerning. But also kinda hot. 🥵 🔥
Anyone else have similar ambiguous feelings about growing out of shape and unhealthy as you get fatter?
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