Fat experiences

For me, I had a couple days back to back where I’d eat something at every restaurant I passed on the way home from work, ending the day with a cake mix/ice cream/heavy cream shake. Blended and funneled out of a mixer. That was euphoric.

When I was around 160-lbs., I would buy two large meals from McDonald’s, a dozen of buttercream cupcakes from the grocery store and I would eat them. It was my second go round of my weight gain journey. I was eight years old when I started eating a lot and gotten fat the first time; because I wanted to be fat like my aunts. I gained fifty pounds from 160. When I went to a GNC store to weigh myself on their scale, I was at 227.5-lbs. from 210-lbs. I was shocked but happy.