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Pleaseaccept4   Australia
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For me it was either an episode of Kid Vs Kat or Lilo and Stitch, but I can't remember which one.
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GoddessRandi   Australia
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For me one of the earliest memories I have involving weight gain came from The Rugrats.

It was the episode where Chucky wishes he was never born and then has "A Christmas Carol" like dream where he sees what the world would be like without him and in it Angelica takes over tommy's house and makes his mom constantly bake her cookies and eats them and drinks syrup becoming morbidly obese...

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Jigglephysicist   Canada
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This might not be my earliest memory, but it's the most significant one. In my early teens there was a show called Stripperella. The very first episode was called Beauty and Obese and it was about a bunch of supermodels who suddenly got really fat. In the first minute of the episode there's a model on a runway who suddenly gains hundreds of pounds. I'd encountered feedism stuff before, but that one hit differently.
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BigBallBellyGirl   United States
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As a very small child, I already had a pot belly, and I remember pushing it out to make it even bigger. I often laid in bed secretly pretending I was very very fat and fantasizing about eating large quantities. I think it's likely some early media inspired some of these fantasies, or maybe it was my mother's fixation on thinness and diet culture. She often would describe certain foods as good or bad, and she focused heavily on losing 5 or 10 lb for special occasions. Somehow, the reverse thought pattern took root in my brain. If restricting food made her as thin as she wanted to be, then eating a lot would make me as fat as I wanted to be. It's no surprise that I'm now a 600 plus pounder, given how long this has been taking up residence in my head..
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HappyBigBelly   United States
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For me, an attraction to larger figures began quite early. My first memory of encountering fat was a regained memory told to me years after the fact by my mother. I would play with the arm fat of any female relative when I was a toddler and was being held. I’m told my grandmother slapped me one time for doing it.

As I often tell when I share mine and my wife’s gaining story, I truly felt the attraction to chubby girls starting in middle school and on into high school. I didn’t have a girlfriend until I was out of high school (wasn’t ever part of the clique, as they say), but nothing turned me on like a pair of chubby cheeks, chubby upper arms or big thighs. Chubby bare feet still turn me on as well :-) And in adulthood, big soft bellies really get me going :-)
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Likesmenwithsoftbellies   United States
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I used to watch morning cartoons eating bkfast/getting ready before school. There was an old-timey episode where Goofy sees his "fat" reflection in the mirror, decides he will lose weight, but then just can't stop himself from overeating while his own reflection teases him. I don't remember necessarily being aroused by it so much as just definitely remembering it, being very interested in watching that in another person. You can google Goofy "Tomorrow We Diet":

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Karloz0101   Italy
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To be honest not really sure but cartoons semmed to be a huge factor. It's interesting how every cartoon has an episode where one manages to get fat or stuffing themselves to a point they can't get up...
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MrExpanda2002   United Kingdom
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Nocticula:
I know most, if not all of us have been into this lifestyle from the very start of life. So my question is... what is your earliest memory of it?

Mine is not a specific memory, but rather something I was borderline obsessed with when I was a little girl.

I am an artist and I have always loved drawing. When I was little, I used to love drawing people. I remember distinctly I would always draw skinny people and then something would happen to them and they would become fat. Whether it be eating too much, a sneaky friend trying to make them "undesirable", etc. I would draw them in tight clothes, or not fitting into spaces, or people humiliating them, and at that age I didn't understand my infatuation with this topic, but when I first started having a sexual identity, it all started to make sense.

I still have those drawings... somewhere?


Before I was old enough to go to school I used to draw 'fat people'. I would make the head as small as possible and make the body as round and as large as I could on the page. I used to fill the pages of my drawing books with these images. I also remember being fascinated by fat people I saw in real life such as a couple of the playgroup moms. I wanted to be them.

Oh and where I lived at that time we used to have a mobile library visit. Someone would set up some chairs on the pavement and read us kids a short story. I love the 'Old Woman Who Swallowed A Fly' story especially as a larger lady used to read it and I imagined her in that scenario.
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Sweetfattie   United States
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I was fascinated with fat and weight gain from a pretty young age. I would stuff pillows under my pajamas at night to make a fat belly, and I stuffed my dolls' clothes to give them fat bellies until I got caught. That was awkward. I'm not sure what, if any, media might have inspired this. Maybe some of the old Looney Tunes where Porky Pig gets super fat?

As far as real life inspiration goes, my grandma was always fat and I loved her hugs. Not just because grandma hugs are great (which they are), I loved the softness and the feeling of being enveloped.
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MrExpanda2002   United Kingdom
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Sweetfattie:
I was fascinated with fat and weight gain from a pretty young age. I would stuff pillows under my pajamas at night to make a fat belly,.


I used to stuff pillows in my pajamas too. I loved the feeling of them against my skin and the size of my 'new' belly.
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