CatgirlEva:
I'm pretty big already, but I absolutely want to get fatter. At my current size, I'm having trouble standing up, but I see it as part of the package. Do I want to be immobile? I really don't know. Yes? No? Maybe? I guess if it happens, then it happens. I do, however, want to be a minimum of 500lbs.
Wow It sounds like you’re on a wild and inspiring journey with your body, and it’s fascinating to see how open you are about the dilemmas, challenges, and desire to keep growing.
I have to admit, I am no woman but if I had a real feeder who took control over me and fattened me up however she wanted, I’d be ready to balloon without a second thought. Even up to 800 ibs or more. There’s something addictive about being that fat, so dependent, under the hands (and the cooking!) of someone who dedicates herself to the process. The idea that she’s cooking, feeding, pushing one more bite and snack after another… until I can barely move, it’s just insane. Feels like a fantasy I wouldn’t say no to.
What’s the most exciting part of the 500-pound goal for you? The physical sensation? The dependence? The transformation in how you look? Or maybe something totally emotional?
