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Feederism is the best thing ever! Fat is the only thing that turns me on! All my life!! Gaining weight is the best thing ever! It turns me on! But "afterward" it always makes me insecure! And I feel weird! And ashamed... What can I do about it? The last time I had it, I got into such a slump that I've now lost 28 kilos!

While I was finally getting fatter and happier! My belly started to sag... my fat was visible everywhere, and I was finally happy in my body.

Any tips?

I really want my fat back

Gaining weight is a process not an action. When you say gaining weight brings you shame what exactly do you mean? Is it the eating copious amounts of food, or is literaly weight gain over a course of time?

I feel like this fetish comes goes with different levels of intensity, sometimes I’m just okay with my body other times I want to be 900 pounds and I am completely ravenous. I’ve learned to just roll with punches but what gets me is the yearning during times of peak intensity. If that makes sense.

The weight will come in time. What you really need to focus on is your relationship with your body. What mental roadblocks are you dealing with that make you ashamed? Once you get to a point that no amount of shame will make you not want to gain, you'll have no problem getting back to where you want to be.

It sounds like the same guilt people who aren't into this get when they eat too much. Like a shame in knowing that society would judge you for your gluttony.

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I love feederism with all my heart! Ever since I was young! Eating fat is everything, it's my passion. Ultimately, when I chose myself, I became fatter and happier. I also felt lonely because everything was online, my friends started nagging, etc. I had an insecure slump, and I lost 27 kg! I also get turned on by fat! It's the only thing that turns me on. When I'm done, I always feel strange afterward.

When I was young, I was sitting on the beach and saw a dream body... a man with a sagging belly struggling to get up. I'd dreamed about being fat before that, but when I saw him, I got excited and jealous. Then I secretly started eating, etc. I drew a fat body under my photos and searched for pictures online. Eventually, I gained some weight, but my parents made me lose weight, and my friends made me exercise. That's where my insecurity comes from. Three years ago, I made the choice to be fat and pursue my happiness! Well, unfortunately, until a few months ago.

I don’t know if you want to be fat if you’re that easily swayed by people’s perspective of you…

You kinda just gotta own people’s judgement of you. Or set boundaries with people if they lay into you.

Like yeah people are going to call you fat it’s kinda what you signed up for…

“I can’t belive people are calling me fat after I decided to get fat”

I want to get fat!! Be fat!! Live to gain!… fat is love!!my life!.. I want to be strong!!! I am proud of my fat!! Only sometime insecure .. sadly