Extreme obesity

For me it was reading a lot of stories either from here, Reddit, DeviantArt, tumblr or fatallyobese.blogspot

watching my 600lbs life of course and the movie city island, even if it wasn't all about feedism, it still played a major role and also an amazing little gem of a movie

Seeing other morbidly obese people out in the world have helped my journey into feedism / death feedism as well

There’s just something about a fat girl begging for more… from bbw to the final day. Bed bound and chugging gain shakes. I can’t explain it but it’s definitely hot af to me!! 🐷

I love extreme weight gain. (Not immobility or death feedism.)

Sumo wrestling is what got me into feedism. So naturally, I got hooked on men fattening up to increasingly large sizes. They as so sexy.

Funny! that what got me into gaining! I even planned on going to Japan to become a sumo wrestle. But Now I am just fattening up out of enjoyment

How interesting!

I dont actually remember?

I was considering myself a feeder a years back, and i was into immobility/death feederism. Since then im still crazy into them just from the receiving end! :3

I dont remember how i got exposed to it at first though. Maybe it was a specific feedee girl i texted with for a period?

I was young teen in the 90's and remember seeing Sumo wrestling on Eurosport channel in the middle of the night.

That woke something with me. All those big soft bellies jiggling around with big moobs bouncing. I watched many hours being really fascinated on those wrestlers big bodies + also the strenght when they wrestled.

So on that spot I started to do research on Sumo wrestling in the library. Found more about it origin, how they trained and especially how they eat to become so heavy & round.

So after my research + couple months I was sporting small but soft round belly + little starting moobs

From those days I have always been plump & fat who enjoys my round, soft belly & heavier moobs.

Deviantart definitely fueled the fire but I think the thing that really got me was the news coverage of susan eman back in the day for attempting to be the fattest woman in the world.

That's what really clicked it over and later in life finding the gaining community on twitter

It was those 90’s talk shows that went out to save the housebound whales that let me know those people exist. It showed me that the ideal female form, as I saw it, was out there and a real possibility for me!

I'm not really sure it wasn't any one instance that made me fantasize and turned on about being to big to walk or close to it. Its just been a thought sense I was little. I guess its just peak image of a women"s body. When padding I feel so natural like my body is to fat to lift myself. It helps if it could be created by the man she loves. Him making my body all his and my fat consuming me. Especially him helping taking care of me. Being so obsessed with me to make as much of me as he can. His big soft pillow of love. His goddess of fat.

I have had alot of dreams of being so fat its hard to walk. All through my life too. Lol maybe tgeres another realm I am a bed bound writer.

I alway feel my metabolism his so high or Id be 500 pounds already.