Sipider74:
Hi , How are you all doing? I'm new and I need to take things off my chest And I think this is a safe heaven to say it please don't judge me before I say anything. Since I was five years old I dressed up as a fat person I always did it privately, In the beginning It was only progress over years . T shirt and pillows when I was little boy.. I was 12 I saw a lady in red Very large lady. in Queens NY. At that time I said to my friend but he wasn't interested but I was hooked ever since I always large ladies. My question Does other people do this. Now I'm 50 years old and still do it in privacy time but I ruin a lot of closets when doing it It's a sickness of mine. I don't know how to stop It's really embarrassed 50 years life. say this but I kept this to myself my whole life My mom and dad had an idea They saw me a couple time but they knew it was just a phase My parents died and they're gone and I still do it on a private time. Are there other men that does this I really want a large lady to understand about my fetish if I meet that person and I always love large ladies because of this. Please don't judge me It's really embarrassing, My friends don't know this The only person I told in my lifetime was my therapist and she understood it and she told me there are other people that does this behaviors Please don't judge me.
Welcome to FF. I do the same thing with pillows. That was when I was skinny, but now I'm naturally overweight. Don't worry, though. No one here will judge you.
