A little over a year ago I did my first ever stuffing (I also made post of it on here) in short: it was amazing. I've had this fetish for as long as I can remember but mostly fantasized about it. And I was terrified of bringing it up to my partner. I know they're not into this fetish, gaining weight, and they're also not necessarily attracted to bigger bodies. But we do have a very steady and secure relationship and talk about anything and always been open minded to each other's point of views, feelings and opinions.
I had nothing to be scared of, and yet this felt like such a huge secret I had kept for myself for so long it became this bigggg thing in my head. Anyway.
A few days ago, as we were having our date night, I told them I noticed I had been gaining weight over the past months and didn't mind, actually liked it, and felt happier and more secure in my body.
They responded with that they felt happy for me, and that it sounded very healthy! After that we talked about it for a bit and I said that I felt weird bringing it up like this because I had been told my entire life that weight gain was supposedly a bad thing and you should always feel the need to lose it, but that I felt like the opposite. They were entirely nonjudgmental and even curious about it. And after we were done talking, they went to make dessert, saying, "Well then, let's get us something to work on our curves". It was a bit jokingly but also not entirely. They also gave me part of their dinner last night and bought me my favorite chocolate present the other day. I've also gotten into baking over the past few months, and they've been telling me I should do more of that.
I'm so excited! I want to take this journey of gaining slow and steady, I'm enjoying every single moment of it and I'm in no need to rush the weight gain. I love food, not just as a means to gain but also just all the flavors and textures. The one thing I'm not looking forward to is eventually dealing with my family as my weight gain would get more noticable.
Other than that, I'm gonna enjoy this holiday season even more than before. I already made up my mind last year that I had to gain weight because I was gonna regret it if I didn't. I'm feeling so much more like myself now, and like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
I had nothing to be scared of, and yet this felt like such a huge secret I had kept for myself for so long it became this bigggg thing in my head. Anyway.
A few days ago, as we were having our date night, I told them I noticed I had been gaining weight over the past months and didn't mind, actually liked it, and felt happier and more secure in my body.
They responded with that they felt happy for me, and that it sounded very healthy! After that we talked about it for a bit and I said that I felt weird bringing it up like this because I had been told my entire life that weight gain was supposedly a bad thing and you should always feel the need to lose it, but that I felt like the opposite. They were entirely nonjudgmental and even curious about it. And after we were done talking, they went to make dessert, saying, "Well then, let's get us something to work on our curves". It was a bit jokingly but also not entirely. They also gave me part of their dinner last night and bought me my favorite chocolate present the other day. I've also gotten into baking over the past few months, and they've been telling me I should do more of that.
I'm so excited! I want to take this journey of gaining slow and steady, I'm enjoying every single moment of it and I'm in no need to rush the weight gain. I love food, not just as a means to gain but also just all the flavors and textures. The one thing I'm not looking forward to is eventually dealing with my family as my weight gain would get more noticable.
Other than that, I'm gonna enjoy this holiday season even more than before. I already made up my mind last year that I had to gain weight because I was gonna regret it if I didn't. I'm feeling so much more like myself now, and like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
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