male / nonbinary / non-trad masc / demi - sapio
Let me tell you a story.
Not long ago I had a doctor's appointment. I learned I had gained 40 pounds on accident over the course of about 9 months. It was surprising because I had actually tried to eat less - I thought I was actually losing weight.
I'm 6'2 so it isn't crazy obvious. New weight tends to get spread out even if it mostly goes to my belly. My belly is big enough when it creeps out i dont always immediately notice.
The doctor literally accused me of "gluttonous eating". I went beet red. I got hard instantly, and the physical I endured after that was the most shameful humiliating and erotic encounter with a relative stranger I've ever had in my life.
The way she scolded me, and the way she acted disgusted when she asked me to lie back on the table and I just absolutely couldn't hide how the situation was making me feel...
I started binging in white hot desperate need randomly for the next number of months. Fast forward to 7 days ago... I just snapped.
I decided it's time to get fat. My partner is not only on board, she's writing down scenarios we can act out and roleplay for the onlyfans we're going to make.
I'm going to balloon. I'm our only source of income so I'm looking for a feeder who can just help every so often by ordering some food. I do not want money. I only want to get fat.
I will accept as much food as I'm given and any food I'm given automatically gets a recorded stuffing session. I will do this for my own collection even if I don't give it to others. I have a hard drive thats slowly filling up just like my belly.
I'm looking for a sponsor. My goals say 600 but that's just so I can stop and take inventory. I have no upper limit. I will go until I'm too scared to go any more.
I want to have a personal connection to someone who feeds me if they would also like that, but it's not necessary. I would at least like to talk and be friends, but I suppose I wouldn't say no to someone who didn't care and only wanted to feed me and see the results
****UPDATE****
I am a liar and a charlatan. Apparently I've lost weight rather than gained it sometime in the past few months. Sure, I've gained some stuff very recently that's even visible in the videos and pictures, but I am sorry to report I am over 20 pounds less heavy than I originally thought.
My previous weights were from doctor visits, and today I bought a scale. So unless it's because I got the scale at wal-mart (it was the most expensive that was in-store, if not online) I'm actually closer to 340.
Same goal weights and all, and I have been at 360 before but i guess I have a bit farther to go. My partner says she thought I gained weight. Maybe I lost muscle when I quit my physically active job? It's only been 2 months though. I couldn't have turned into flab that quickly.
Anyways, I'm willing to accept I was wrong about my weight. While that sucks, I feel really fat. Like, when I learn forward my belly squishes into my thighs and chest fat pretty intensely. When I do my normal cross legged shower decompression routine, i'm all slick and squeezed in and feel like an absolute butterball.
Silver lining is, I guess I don't actually look thinner than when I was legitimately weighed at 360 on a doctor's tri-beam. Maybe It'll look even crazier when I get to my milestone and goals?
Let me tell you a story.
Not long ago I had a doctor's appointment. I learned I had gained 40 pounds on accident over the course of about 9 months. It was surprising because I had actually tried to eat less - I thought I was actually losing weight.
I'm 6'2 so it isn't crazy obvious. New weight tends to get spread out even if it mostly goes to my belly. My belly is big enough when it creeps out i dont always immediately notice.
The doctor literally accused me of "gluttonous eating". I went beet red. I got hard instantly, and the physical I endured after that was the most shameful humiliating and erotic encounter with a relative stranger I've ever had in my life.
The way she scolded me, and the way she acted disgusted when she asked me to lie back on the table and I just absolutely couldn't hide how the situation was making me feel...
I started binging in white hot desperate need randomly for the next number of months. Fast forward to 7 days ago... I just snapped.
I decided it's time to get fat. My partner is not only on board, she's writing down scenarios we can act out and roleplay for the onlyfans we're going to make.
I'm going to balloon. I'm our only source of income so I'm looking for a feeder who can just help every so often by ordering some food. I do not want money. I only want to get fat.
I will accept as much food as I'm given and any food I'm given automatically gets a recorded stuffing session. I will do this for my own collection even if I don't give it to others. I have a hard drive thats slowly filling up just like my belly.
I'm looking for a sponsor. My goals say 600 but that's just so I can stop and take inventory. I have no upper limit. I will go until I'm too scared to go any more.
I want to have a personal connection to someone who feeds me if they would also like that, but it's not necessary. I would at least like to talk and be friends, but I suppose I wouldn't say no to someone who didn't care and only wanted to feed me and see the results
****UPDATE****
I am a liar and a charlatan. Apparently I've lost weight rather than gained it sometime in the past few months. Sure, I've gained some stuff very recently that's even visible in the videos and pictures, but I am sorry to report I am over 20 pounds less heavy than I originally thought.
My previous weights were from doctor visits, and today I bought a scale. So unless it's because I got the scale at wal-mart (it was the most expensive that was in-store, if not online) I'm actually closer to 340.
Same goal weights and all, and I have been at 360 before but i guess I have a bit farther to go. My partner says she thought I gained weight. Maybe I lost muscle when I quit my physically active job? It's only been 2 months though. I couldn't have turned into flab that quickly.
Anyways, I'm willing to accept I was wrong about my weight. While that sucks, I feel really fat. Like, when I learn forward my belly squishes into my thighs and chest fat pretty intensely. When I do my normal cross legged shower decompression routine, i'm all slick and squeezed in and feel like an absolute butterball.
Silver lining is, I guess I don't actually look thinner than when I was legitimately weighed at 360 on a doctor's tri-beam. Maybe It'll look even crazier when I get to my milestone and goals?
2 weeks