Fat experiences

Yes, getting down to the floor is easy, but getting back up can be a challenge. These days, I always look to see if there are places I can brace myself to get back up.

When I planned my last trip and imagined that I could let myself go and try it out to eat and drink permanently. I thought it was an experiment that could be completed. After I continued to gain weight 2 months after the trip, it dawned on me that I was caught in the fat-to-be-eating cycle. I get fatter every month and it's still horny.

When I was out for a walk and came back exhausted.

I've known for a bit, but I have another entry.


I squished myself into a tight booth at my favourite breakfast place. Ate a gigantic breakfast and struggled to get out. As I was sliding down the bench, I guess I kind of stood up to help myself along a couple times. Well, I slightly lifted up the bolted down table each time I did, making a racket. That was a new one.

People looked at me, including the waitress who served me and was waiting for me to go to the cash to pay. I was red in the face and turned on at the same time.

I've known for a bit, but I have another entry.


I squished myself into a tight booth at my favourite breakfast place. Ate a gigantic breakfast and struggled to get out. As I was sliding down the bench, I guess I kind of stood up to help myself along a couple times. Well, I slightly lifted up the bolted down table each time I did, making a racket. That was a new one.

People looked at me, including the waitress who served me and was waiting for me to go to the cash to pay. I was red in the face and turned on at the same time.

Discovered a public toilet cubicle I was unable to close the door.

Buying a few pairs of jeans the other day and having to get the largest size they sell...

Not much forgiveness either as I do love a pair of high waisted jeans

Can't believe I'll have to start going to special shops if my belly keeps growing like this 😅 (I say as though this muffin top is not there just because I'm constantly stuffing my face with snacks😜)

I’m too big for the shower cubicles in holiday caravans. I have to get in sideways and the door scrapes my belly, as it sticks past the available space by about 4inches. I can’t suck my belly in any more (well, I can, it just doesn’t visibly move anymore - all the ab work is too well hidden, lol), so it will be very interesting to see how that pans out as I get bigger 🤭

Also, despite wearing a size 24 (UK), all the websites tell me my size is a 32 (UK), so perhaps I should also be embracing the big-girls shops now? 😏

Next target is Peter Griffin?

I got out the shower and wrapped a towel around me and my belly kept it up .