Iāve been hairy all my life, with hair covering my belly, chest, arms, shoulders, and back. Iāve also put on 250 lbs.
My perception always was that my fat was hard, dense, and firmer than average. Iād looked at other male bodies and preferred the look of hairless bellies - the creamy fat is just so mesmerising.
Last weekend I shaved my back, shoulders, arms, chest, and belly.
The only way to compare it is to take analogy with going to the optometrist after a long time for a new pair of spectacles. When you step out onto the street, your brain is almost overwhelmed by the detail you didnāt get.
Thatās how I feel - there is so much *detail* in my fat that I just didnāt get before.
And all of a sudden, my belly is this soft, wobbling ball - my perception of it has totally changed. It feels vulnerable, slightly feminine, utterly decadent, in a way that my hairy ball belly didnāt.
My pictures show the difference.
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