Extreme obesity

Hello, I am new here, glad to see there is a community here that feels like home. I think I am going to ramble and maybe this is the wrong place in the topics but this label just feels most relatable.

I have always had this desire, before I even knew what a fetish was, I used to watch My 600lbs Life on TLC and I know the show is to educate on the life of experiences, something in it just clicked for me. I saw it when I was young, not even 10 yet, and something about seeing that a body can look like that just amazed me, I have never seen people that large before. Something clicked for me, I felt envy? A sense of crave and desire to look like that? I didn’t exactly know how to describe it but something in having a body like that just felt welcoming to me, like it was a goal, something I want to work towards.

Flash forward into adulthood and I have found out there are people like me, that I am not alone with this, and it was super welcoming to feel that. I started out fairly anorexic being below average weight, and after gaining a bit I now stand at 231lbs. I made realistic limits to myself at 300, then 325, then 375, then 400… but I always find myself desiring to hit that high 500 or even 600, it feels more than a desire but rather a way of life. I would love to hit 600lbs, I think deep down that’s always been my goal and it’s what calls most to me. I’m just conflicted, a large part of me (pun intended) really wants to achieve this, the thoughts of mobility issues and being surrounded by my own fat is just a thought that is incredible and makes me excited. I hope this random ramble to the void was at least fun to read, or maybe someone has some advice, or even tips to gain to the level of my cravings.

First off, congratulations for following your dreams snd desires and gaining weight. 230 lbs. is certainly a respectable weight. No shame in stopping there, if that’s what you want. But I totally understand your desire to gain more and more. I am an older guy (48) and have pretty much doubled my weight over the last 25 years to my current 500 lbs. But even at a weight that definitely qualifies as extreme obesety, I continue to find gaining more desirable. Without a doubt, my weight comes with problems and difficulties that might deter some people. To me they are acceptable trade offs for enjoying a life of gluttony and being as fat as I want.

Well done on 500! Yeah at 230, I do know that I want more without a doubt, and I feel like I am someone who will only be satisfied when I am between 500-600lbs though I cannot lie, beyond that looks really exciting too. I know there are some trades that comes with a life at such a size but honestly, for me it feels worth it, for myself I want to be happy in my own skin and fat, that is what draws to me personally. I feel I will regret it far more if I dont go for it than if I do go for it and by a small chance do have regrets about it, which I doubt.

I totally agree that 230 is just a starting point. When I was in the 250s and low 300s, I thought of 500 as almost a mythical number. Now that I’m there, it’s pretty normal for me and gaining more also seems normal. I am not necessarily conciously or actively gaining but my lifestyle and eating habits are definitely ensuring, at least, a slow gain. Which I very much welcome, as being fat and getting fatter continues to be something that I value.

Im glad there is such a point, maybe I am someone who will only be satisfied seeing the scale go up until it breaks, and honestly I do feel good about that idea, it feels ensuring and euphoric to be such a size that daily tasks becomes hard.

I am definitely at a weight where things can be more difficult. But I actually enjoy that too. There’s something satisfying about being weighed down and slowed down by your huge gut. Especially knowing that you fattened yourself to that point

Sounds good hehe, I also enjoy the thought of my fat getting in the way of daily tasks, and knowing I did it to myself

I was thinking the same thing