Hello everyone! I wanted to talk to you about something that seems unattainable to me. A relationship where, as a couple, we love to eat together, a lot, too much, and admire each other as food transforms our bodies, making them wide, heavy, and soft. I myself am a man in my late twenties (if you'll excuse me, I'll remain vague about my details). I've gone from about 170 lbs (~75 kg) to currently over 280 lbs (~130 kg).
My body has changed; my stomach has rounded out, but it has also recently started to sag. Similarly, my nipples are now fat and bulge out of any t-shirt. They're now moobs, and I can't hide them. My hips must have widened, even if I don't really notice it; on the other hand, my thighs are much wider and really soft. I love seeing these changes, especially my breasts, which prove my progress. I also love, when I can, spending my day gorging myself and feeling how big, heavy, and cumbersome my stomach feels at the end of the day.
But here's the thing: I dream of a world where someone would adore my body, push me towards vice and excessive consumption. Someone who would be proud if I started having difficulty with certain activities because of my weight gain. Especially since, deep down, I still feel far too thin. I dream that someone would prove to me that this is only the beginning of my weight gain and that I have so much to experience in this journey. I was simply wondering if there are women who genuinely enjoy this? Who would be proud that I could finish several pizzas and tubs of ice cream in a row? To see her share them with me so that her body transforms, like mine, into a huge pile of fat?
I could admire her, motivate her, and be there for her the day her obesity becomes so severe that she can no longer manage without me, whether it's reaching certain parts of her body or even simply tying her shoelaces. Someone who would want to see me in the same state and who would also want to help me cope with these weight-related difficulties. Obesity without shame, but above all, desired, where we would be proud of each other for having become so large that direct penetration becomes almost impossible. Fortunately, there are many other ways to give pleasure. So, does such a thing exist?
I tell myself that I should also mention my heterosexual side: if I see an obese man, I admire him. I know how to appreciate truly overweight male bodies. I might want to touch them, or encourage them to gain even more weight, but deep down, I mostly feel jealousy. I would like to be those enormous men. I don't think I'd be a good partner for another man, which is why I think I'm primarily straight and not bi. I'm sharing all this with you (even though it's quite private) hoping to get your opinion, your dreams? Do you dream of the same things as me, or even just talk about weight gain?
My body has changed; my stomach has rounded out, but it has also recently started to sag. Similarly, my nipples are now fat and bulge out of any t-shirt. They're now moobs, and I can't hide them. My hips must have widened, even if I don't really notice it; on the other hand, my thighs are much wider and really soft. I love seeing these changes, especially my breasts, which prove my progress. I also love, when I can, spending my day gorging myself and feeling how big, heavy, and cumbersome my stomach feels at the end of the day.
But here's the thing: I dream of a world where someone would adore my body, push me towards vice and excessive consumption. Someone who would be proud if I started having difficulty with certain activities because of my weight gain. Especially since, deep down, I still feel far too thin. I dream that someone would prove to me that this is only the beginning of my weight gain and that I have so much to experience in this journey. I was simply wondering if there are women who genuinely enjoy this? Who would be proud that I could finish several pizzas and tubs of ice cream in a row? To see her share them with me so that her body transforms, like mine, into a huge pile of fat?
I could admire her, motivate her, and be there for her the day her obesity becomes so severe that she can no longer manage without me, whether it's reaching certain parts of her body or even simply tying her shoelaces. Someone who would want to see me in the same state and who would also want to help me cope with these weight-related difficulties. Obesity without shame, but above all, desired, where we would be proud of each other for having become so large that direct penetration becomes almost impossible. Fortunately, there are many other ways to give pleasure. So, does such a thing exist?
I tell myself that I should also mention my heterosexual side: if I see an obese man, I admire him. I know how to appreciate truly overweight male bodies. I might want to touch them, or encourage them to gain even more weight, but deep down, I mostly feel jealousy. I would like to be those enormous men. I don't think I'd be a good partner for another man, which is why I think I'm primarily straight and not bi. I'm sharing all this with you (even though it's quite private) hoping to get your opinion, your dreams? Do you dream of the same things as me, or even just talk about weight gain?
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