Malvineous:
I have a few odd ones. A turn on for me is people dressing lazy in public. Things like no makeup, unbrushed hair, pajama bottoms, a plain tanktop with no bra, crocs or slippers, even sweatpants with pet hair on it. Anything that says "I just rolled out of bed and now I'm here". I think it ties into my slob kink somehow. It shows that they are both completely lazy, and don't care about what anyone else thinks of them. Both are good qualities in a feedee.
Another one is skin blemishes. Cellulite and stretch marks are obvious, plus the way fat people's inner thighs get darker skin. but that's just the beginning. Skin tags, moles, freckles, scars, birthmarks, acne, warts, and more. Anything natural that your skin can do to decorate itself. It's not like a huge turn-on on its own, but it creates visual interest that really adds to their beauty in ways that tattoos or piercings don't for me.
You'd be happy to meet me lately...
My sick leave is ending but I don't know what I'll wear ro work (sweatpants and oversized hoodies?) because none of my normal/clean clothes fit me anymore.
I'm the last months I've been going out wearing pyjamas with a coat over them and winter boots without socks. My pyjama pants have a stretchy waistline but could be mistaken for lounge wear, but I've gotten to the point where I don't care what people think anymore so I've gone out multiple times wearing a onesie pyjama that definitely couldn't be mistaken for real clothes.
My weight gain is out of control and I've started eating more of my forbidden foods since it seems pointless not to. I'm getting fatter even when I cut back calories so why even bother?
By now I'm probably over 170 lbs but I don't have the courage to get up on the scale... I've measured my bicep and I'm one inch short of my largest ever measurement (when I was 180 lbs or over). No wonder t-shirts sleeve cuffs are getting so tight.
I have an endocrinologist appointment on April 14th and I know he'll want to weight me to compare with my January weight in (which I don't know because I asked him not to tell me). If he does I'll ask him again not to tell me the number but I'll know I've gained weight if he starts the discussion about starting a GLP-1 agonist. He was willing to do it last time but I was reluctant because of all the things we hear. I want the weight loss but some side effects are scary...