Extreme obesity

I was watching a televised program of an eating contest.they( one by one) intro’d the contestants. One the tge contestants was very obese! He was almost too fat to walk, and someone had to push his fat body up the small lift of stairs.
For some reason that struck me! I envied his huge body and wanted to become that way.
Never could walk away from a normal life and kept my desire in fantasy land!

It’s something I didn’t realise I wanted until I became much fatter.

The bigger I’ve gotten, the more encouraging people have become. It’s like you pass a point of no return in their mind and people’s attitude switches from encouraging you to lose weight and think about your health, to wanting to help you be as comfortable and happy as possible.

Also as I’ve become fatter and fatter, I have ever growing care needs and I find it very relaxing that I can just eat all day and everything else is taken care of

I came to the realization when I was a kid. I would see talk shows like Jerry Springer who had this woman who weighed 1200 pounds as a guest. I did not realize that people could get that fat. Cartoons did it for me too. Especially when Homer Simpson gained weight for disability. Thats how I got hooked.

somehow i was always fascinated even in younger years. I guess i somewhen found a guinness book of world records... and was fascinated. Then, as someone else mentioned, seeing sumo wrestlers on TV. And then came the internet and I learned about BBW and SSBBW and I was hooked And honestly on a woman it looks more feminine and plush and sexy than no curves. And after that I discovered feederism and my interest in D/S and well...