Gaining

Possibly not the best title, but what I was getting at is how many of you have some vivid memories of weight gain and fat at an early age and can still recite the feelings.

I remember being in 2nd or 3rd grade in Elementary school and seeing the girls in the class with chubbier thicker arms. Not to mention seeing a few shirts that rose up and seeing a deep navel surrounded by a lot of soft meat “Fat”. It not only wowed me but I became attracted to the girls that had these qualities and were fatter than the other girls.

The first girl I was really attracted to was chunky and thick with the cutest face. From this point I not only related to the fat but the cuteness and this became my ideal look for the girls I was attracted to. They had to have a cute face and be considerably chubbier than the other girls. At this time chubbier meant having some meat on their bones and a deeper belly button from a fatter belly.

I also remember going into 7th grade not seeing a kid I knew from school for several years. His parents owned an Italian restaurant in our area. I hadn’t seen him since middle of the year 6th grade I suppose, summer had passed and 2nd half of the year in 7th grade he definitely changed. He had the biggest belly sticking out of front of him straining his shirt even with a hang to it because it was so heavy and big. This was the first time I experienced looking at a boys belly and admiring as well as being in shock. He literally must have packed on a good 40 pounds at his size in this time all to his big fat pizza/lasagna belly.

Another time right around this 6/7th grade time I was on vacation with my family. We were camping and I saw a woman that had on jeans shorts and a tank top, she was fairly short and really fat and wore her skintight cut off Jean shorts and had the fattest huge thunder thighs. I remember being totally attracted to how fat they were and how much cellulite she had on them.I fantasized about this for many memories later.

Another time several family’s in the neighborhood were going to the beach together. When I got there I saw a woman who happened to be a step mom of one of the neighbor kids that I never had seen before. She was in a one live and was really tan pretty and Fat. Her butt and thighs were massive and riddled with cellulite. I couldn’t get her Vision out of my eyes and I must have formed my favorite womanly figure then which was a Fat pear shape with huge upper arms and a big lower belly to go with the massive bottom half.

I remember having feelings around bigger bellies in particular from as young as 4/5 years old and used to stuff pillows up my T-shirt in secret. I remember a girl was pregnant on a soap I watched and I was fascinated as her body got bigger each episode, out of proportion with the rest of her body. I couldn’t wait for the next days episode!

As I got bigger I would have really mixed feelings towards the fat on myself (remember, this is pre internet days? I thought I was the only one in the world feeling like this 😩) and would play with it in secret. Because I am into contrast, I liked “normal” guys so didn’t think anything of it being an attraction thing. But if I saw bigger girls that’s where I’d be fascinated.

Honestly, this still confuses me to this day. I get confused about my own sexuality - do I like what I see on bigger women in that I’m imagining I was them, or do I fancy them, or do I appreciate how it looks on them? I still haven’t worked it out at nearly 42. I flip flop between thinking I’m straight, Bi, somewhere in between - who knows!

But thank you internet for assuring me that the weird 5 year old wasn’t alone and that there’s a lot of us out here!

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I remember having feelings around bigger bellies in particular from as young as 4/5 years old and used to stuff pillows up my T-shirt in secret. I remember a girl was pregnant on a soap I watched and I was fascinated as her body got bigger each episode, out of proportion with the rest of her body. I couldn’t wait for the next days episode!

So funny, I also padded when I was young. Amazing how things you saw were so vivid and deep penetrating in your mind. We can remember so much so vividly at an early age with this stuff making an impact.

As I got bigger I would have really mixed feelings towards the fat on myself (remember, this is pre internet days? I thought I was the only one in the world feeling like this 😩) and would play with it in secret. Because I am into contrast, I liked “normal” guys so didn’t think anything of it being an attraction thing. But if I saw bigger girls that’s where I’d be fascinated.

During this time I didn’t gain myself, actually couldn’t out in a pound to save my life. But I understand being conflicted as pre internet days, I found myself liking the chunkier or heavier girls in school (not nearly as heavy as I kept liking them as I got older though), not what all my fiends seemed to like. I was pretty confident from an early age, so all my girlfriends were chunky to slightly heavy for that time.I can’t speak for you, but I too have always admired big fat bellies on guys, not that I anyway was aroused by a guy just aroused by the belly and wanting that for myself mostly admiring it and envisioning it on me.I happened to pack on a huge gut several times now in my adult life and like the mutual gaining side the most within this fetish I suppose.

Honestly, this still confuses me to this day. I get confused about my own sexuality - do I like what I see on bigger women in that I’m imagining I was them, or do I fancy them, or do I appreciate how it looks on them? I still haven’t worked it out at nearly 42. I flip flop between thinking I’m straight, Bi, somewhere in between - who knows!

I am not sure it matters much, just go with it and you will figure it out.

But thank you internet for assuring me that the weird 5 year old wasn’t alone and that there’s a lot of us out here!

Way more of us than we could have imagined. I can’t believe this had been such a strong part of us for so long and that I have only discussed this personally with a couple girlfriends and my wife. None of which really know how much I to weight gain I am really into or much I would love my wife to fatten to. She probably thinks from our conversations just somewhat overweight and fat, when really I would love to see her super fat. Also, I have never discussed with anyone personally not even my wife of my intentional gaining for myself. I am sure she just thinks her cooking has developed a huge gut on me several times, in which to be honest she didn’t seem to mind one bit but actually seems to actually like me that big.

Thanks for your insightful comments.

Very nice.
I am so the same I always have been attracted to big people.
Growing up there were several big people I admired.
One was a neighbor girl, she was older than me. Once she got to high school she really gained a lot of weight. My mom was always making comments about her growing size. I think that just added to my attraction to her.
Aslo there was a VERY big man in my neighborhood. I really admired how big he was. He was friends with my parents so he was sometimes over . I remember one particular time he actually broke our couch. Aslo he was the first person I saw that was so big he could barely fit in a car .. I loved to watch him struggle in and out of his car. And how much it sagged under his weight

I can't remember seeing or being attracted to any real person.
One of my most vivid memories was when I watched "Pigs by Pigs" cartoon by Hanna and Barbara I was so turned on I didn't know what to do!

i've thought about this a lot... wanting to understand where it came from. I have several very early memories, kindergarden or younger.

I was very aware that I had a big round tummy very young. We had a girl my age a few houses down and we'd play together and often we'd compare our tummies and mine was always so much bigger and stuck out more. I was kinda fascinated by it, how big it was, rubbing it, eating, filling it.

I know I liked feeling full... I remember sitting at the table, I think possibly still in a high chair and asking for more food because "I want more in my tummy...My tummy wants more" or something. The grownups all laughed I remember that.

And another very early memory: my grandfather was very fat and a big eater. Tiny me tried to eat as much as he did... i can hear his low rumbly laugh as he jokingly egged me on... and i can still see his big belly shaking as he laughed, and how enormously full I felt.

I also have distinct memories of stuffing a pillow in my shirt or my pyjama onesie from like 3-4 or so... in my cot while napping after lunch. I remember it felt so comforting to have a full stomach and then my huge pillow-belly to hug.

I also figured out very early that if i used elastic but robust materials I could recreate the kind of pressure I felt when I overate, I had this one fairy or mermaid leotard thing for dress-up and it was very shiny and very stretchy but also extremely resistant to force.

I would put on that leotard over a very thick and fluffy sweater that i'd stuffed more clothes under and oooooh the compression on my big tummy felt so good, and also how enormous it looked... I'd waddle around my room, arching my back, sticking my tummy out as far as it went and rub my hands all over it's shiny smooth roundness.

And then later came the books and stuff I just obsessed over. that part in Matilda, with the chocolate cake...

When I was a child, I wanted to be fat just like my two aunts were. I admired their large size bodies and their large bellies and their confidence on being on the large size. I started getting chubby when I was eight years old. By the time I started back to school in the fall, I was already fat.

I doubled my size; outweighing my older sister. She would poke my belly and I would bump her with my belly. My mother would try to put me on a diet to lose weight or send me to fat camp. I couldn’t stick to a diet long enough; but, going to fat camp was much more fun.

What no doubt started my love for girls who stuff to look bigger was those mid 80s Quilted Northern commercials where girls would stuff bigger with the toilet paper (such as the girl football player who made big shoulders and the girl soccer goalie who stuffed all over) as well as the Step By Step episode "The Marrying Dude" where Al stuffed her boobs/bra really huge. As for my love of girls in big puffy down coats that might have started in my early 2000s college years, maybe?