Magebear:
Well, let's see. I remember a VERY fat neighbor and as a adolescent I was fascinated by how his his girth bounced and swayed as he walked his dog.
As a teen I became obsessed with tabloid articles and talk shows about massively fat people.
Once BBS's arose I was all about fat centered ones! Also had a subscription to Dimensions magazine. I hadn't realized I was gay yet and corresponded with a few SSBBWs including Debbie (Thighlor) and Gina. I didn't know how to reach supersized guys (or those who like to make them and keep them there), till I found Paul's Wakawaka BBS.
With the internet my interest only increased. I found Chubs, and Chub4Chubs, and bears... Oh my! In the early 00's I got the opportunity to help feed a 800lb guy. It cemented into my head that I wanted THAT, not to stuff cake in a ultrasized man's face (though that is VERY fun and have done it since as well!), but I wanted to be the ultrasized cake recipient!
How big were you in those early years before you started the gaining journey?
