Lifestyle tips

Often I feel extremely turned on from weight gain and often I wish I were castrated, so I would not have this fetish. Ive been fighting with these feelings for pretty much my whole life.

For what reasons do feel ashamed for being into feederism? I used to have the same way of thinking years ago but slowly I became more accepting of it.

You’re not alone 😢 have you ever shared it with anyone irl?

Even feeders can feel like this but the tingles it gives me over rides the dangers he'll be in after his transformation

Wow, if you don't mind my saying - this is rather intense.

I'm sorry you've been in such a place that you wish you would remove a fundamental part of yourself because of your attractions.

Can I ask what about feederism you hate? You clearly have a large amount of feelings about this.

you are still very young, and these really are very strong feelings you are describing.

let me start with: there is no wrong way to feel. feelings are like air, they're there, and we all kind of have to deal with them. but i urge you not to act on those feelings in a way that would permanently damage yourself without seeking the advice of a professional first. the worst case is: you are castrated, but you still have the same fixation, regardless!

i highly recommend finding a therapist if you are deeply conflicted with your desires. talking these kinds of things thru with a trained, objective third-party can be very helpful. (i have been to therapy a couple of times in my life, i am a big proponent, and think everyone should be in therapy!

i suspect most people here on ff, and in the feedist community in general, share an interest in the fetish but don't actually actively pursue it in their real lives. it remains a fantasy for them. and often that's ok, too.