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Recently, I have gained a few pounds. I have started to eat freely, the amount I wanted, without worry. Obviously, large amounts, because I love to eat. I love it. I am starting to understand that the fat life is for me. I had always tried to be a normal weight to "fit into society", but seeing this, I think that my destiny is to be fat. My destiny is to be the fattest person in the room, to be offered leftovers for their food, to have to wear plus sizes, etc. So, I think my destiny is to be a fat person and maybe it's true.

I was destined to be fat when I was a child. Around eight years old, I started eating a lot. By the time I entered third grade, I was chubby. I would snack in between meals. I would just snack all day. I was getting noticeably fat and my mom wanted to put me on a diet to lose weight. My older sister was the slender one; while I became overweight.

I would sometimes go to fat camp in the summer. I would lose a few pounds; only to regain some of the weight back. I would come back from fat camp still fat. Fast forward, I lost some weight eventually; but I wasn’t happy with it. I yo-yoed diet numerous times. I would always see myself as an obese person. Even though I’m still fat, I became more confident with my plumpness.

Even as a child I felt drawn to bigger bodies for their aesthetic. Curves, Bulges, shapes. I always admired them and when I saw an opportunity to become more shapely myself, I took it.

Every little pound I gain I also gain more confidence as a person. I can get out of my shell a little better and love to use my weight on other people for their and my pleasure.

I'm meant to be a plus sized cuddle buddy and I love every moment of it ❤️

Same here. I always feared getting fat. I worked out hard … runner, mountain biker, weight lifter … I dieted. But I’ve come to realize that my body … and my brain … want to be fat, even obese with visible blubber.