Fat experiences

When I was hanging out with my friends this weekend I had the most insatiable appetite. I was trying to be normal and eat the same amount as everyone else but I wouldn’t help but eat the whole entire time and just waiting for them to say they’re finished so I can have the rest. It’s embarrassing and they definitely notice. Especially since my belly is getting bigger and it’s becoming noticeable even in leggings. Has anyone else experienced this in a social setting?

Yeah, when I first gave in, it was such a struggle to not be a complete glutton around others. Now I don't care quite as much. There's a certain rush to being your true fat self around others. And let's be real, when the hunger is real, it's real and has to be fed

I feel so bad whenever I go through bottomless pit hunger Ó⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò

I end up eating too much and feel absolutely miserable, but I still just want moree

many times. Work had gotten free lunch from a vendor and I went ham on it the first time around, then felt I was still so hungry and I got more the second time. I gorged myself almost sick. Not sure anyone noticed, but I was in bliss in my office lol... Sometimes I just can't stop, like now. I just had a huge binge of tacos. I'm pretty at my limit, but there's always that feeling of wanting more lingering in my mind.

You want them to notice. That's how you get more free food. Eventually they will think of you as the person who will take all their leftovers and candies so they do have to throw it out or eat it themselves.
You're doing an important job keeping your friends skinny.
Next time just say, "I'm willing to sacrifice my body so you don't have to eat that delicious cake."
I bet after a while, they'll even come to enjoy feeding you.