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I became curious about fat and gaining weight when I was just an early teen. My best friend gained weight an enormous amount over the summer and couldn't believe my eyes. After that I started asking questions about their gain. Most people loved the extra weight and I want to be just like them.

Its all a blur to me. I just know I got my laptop and started looking at them, then searching for them, before it became the fully realized love I hold today

Mommy issues and people like her hating fat people also probably altered my brain in some strange way too 😅