Ive spent some time away from this kink and tried Zepbound to lose weight. I lost about 30lbs on Zepbound but it's so expensive to continue. I think I've let the fear of what other people think make me spend hundreds to be slightly thinner but not even actually thin because I stopped losing weight before I got under 200. So I'm still fat and thin doesn't look like an option for me even if thats what other people want.
The fact is, I'm on medications that I have to take to stay well. The side effects include weight gain. And after having lost the weight, I regret losing it, wish I had stayed heavier, and I still didnt end up thin. So being in the middle like this is the worst of both worlds.
I decided I'm going to stop dieting, let myself eat what I'm hungry for, and let myself get fatter again. I was at 237 at my highest without the Zepbound so I think it's highly likely I'll return to that and exceed it.
I dont want to pay hundreds just to end up mildly fat - might as well go for the real deal. I've been suppressing this kink for years and I'm just done fighting the kink and the side effect from the meds. I'm fat. I'm going to get fatter. And that's ok.
Open to any comments or feedback, would love to talk about it!
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