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Ive spent some time away from this kink and tried Zepbound to lose weight. I lost about 30lbs on Zepbound but it's so expensive to continue. I think I've let the fear of what other people think make me spend hundreds to be slightly thinner but not even actually thin because I stopped losing weight before I got under 200. So I'm still fat and thin doesn't look like an option for me even if thats what other people want.

The fact is, I'm on medications that I have to take to stay well. The side effects include weight gain. And after having lost the weight, I regret losing it, wish I had stayed heavier, and I still didnt end up thin. So being in the middle like this is the worst of both worlds.

I decided I'm going to stop dieting, let myself eat what I'm hungry for, and let myself get fatter again. I was at 237 at my highest without the Zepbound so I think it's highly likely I'll return to that and exceed it.

I dont want to pay hundreds just to end up mildly fat - might as well go for the real deal. I've been suppressing this kink for years and I'm just done fighting the kink and the side effect from the meds. I'm fat. I'm going to get fatter. And that's ok.

Open to any comments or feedback, would love to talk about it!

your life your choice

You will be fine. Even better if you're not in a battle with yourself over food.
You might put on some weight slowly, that's OK. Your doctor will make a big deal out of it because that's what's important to them. They assume you would not get fat on purpose but they don't get it. No one outside of here really cares enough about your weight to give you a hard time. You are fine eating what ever you like.

It's not "giving in". It's transcending your fears and biases. You're winning at life.

I'll be real honest with you idk who you've been with but that body is art and needs to be taken good care of. If you want some support with any emotional stuff I can give it but I'll be honest yes I'm trying to not only sleep with you but get you to stop overthinking this and just eat! That body needs what it wants.

If you’re truly happier being fat versus being on the roller coaster of drugs, then I think you should go for the happiness. My wife is 370 pounds and has thought at times about the new drugs, but is overall afraid of the side effects. Much happier being fat and content 👍

I've personally known two people who have died from weight loss drugs. I have also known people who have weighed over 500 pounds and lived longer than average. Now some weight loss drugs are listing blindness as a side effect. I would never use a drug to lose weight.

I've personally known two people who have died from weight loss drugs. I have also known people who have weighed over 500 pounds and lived longer than average. Now some weight loss drugs are listing blindness as a side effect. I would never use a drug to lose weight.

I've personally known two people who have died from weight loss drugs. I have also known people who have weighed over 500 pounds and lived longer than average. Now some weight loss drugs are listing blindness as a side effect. I would never use a drug to lose weight.