To be honest, i really don't know...
Some times, I'm of the opinion that it makes me happy and feel good so how can something like that be bad. Everyone has there wierd kinks and mine is no different...
Other days though...
I feel sick to my stomach, thinking i'm a twisted perverted freak, who needs to be cured of this illness of mine and returned to the world of "normal" people...
Mind you none of this is because of other peoples input, i'm still very quiet about the whole thing to people i know, the constant struggle i experience is born from my own self doubts and misgivings, but these extend far further then just feederism related issues...
Sorry, i guess this doesn't help, i just wanted to let out a bit of my inner torment...
Some times, I'm of the opinion that it makes me happy and feel good so how can something like that be bad. Everyone has there wierd kinks and mine is no different...
Other days though...
I feel sick to my stomach, thinking i'm a twisted perverted freak, who needs to be cured of this illness of mine and returned to the world of "normal" people...
Mind you none of this is because of other peoples input, i'm still very quiet about the whole thing to people i know, the constant struggle i experience is born from my own self doubts and misgivings, but these extend far further then just feederism related issues...
Sorry, i guess this doesn't help, i just wanted to let out a bit of my inner torment...
15 years