Yep i'm here now more then ever before...
always been a fantasy, but after several months on here i'm starting to be convinced i should give it a try and grow, but of course the usual stuff is in the way, family, friends, health, embarrasment, etc...
Plus, having never had a gf i somehow feel that doing this will damn me even further... Do i give in and be this person i feel i'm supposed to be or do i wait and try to look and be my best for the chance that i might meet someone...
hmmm, lol not leaving the crossroads tonight...
always been a fantasy, but after several months on here i'm starting to be convinced i should give it a try and grow, but of course the usual stuff is in the way, family, friends, health, embarrasment, etc...
Plus, having never had a gf i somehow feel that doing this will damn me even further... Do i give in and be this person i feel i'm supposed to be or do i wait and try to look and be my best for the chance that i might meet someone...
hmmm, lol not leaving the crossroads tonight...
15 years