Gaining

I dont know what to think anymore.

I can totally understand you :-)

I have been very fit and slim all my life and discovered this weight gain fantasies turning me on very much.

But i think i´m , too, in fear of what other would say if it really gets noticable on me :-) what i would like but i think i´m just waiting for the right girl to meet to have a partner with whom you can enjoy this feeling of sexual arousal through gaining and have the strenght together with your partner to just forget about all other thoughts of people :-)....

because you know you much your partner likes you with a little more....

:-)
15 years

I dont know what to think anymore.

Try reading my article, "Deciding to get fat"--geocities.com/doctorfeeder/dtgf.html
15 years