I am in the fridge but would love to come out....I have always had this strong desire to grow fat, all my life. I have never expressed my disire to anyone other than online anonymously. I have searched for years for anyone who has had positive acceptance by others of their desire. I sometimes think the best way to do it, is to do it! I dream of just letting go and packing on 50 lbs and just acknowledge to friends and family that'Yeah, i've gotten fat." Another side of me says go slow, gain 5 lbs per year and over time your girth will develop. \I Also don't want to pretend thatI am embarrassed by the weight gain...I'd like to be confident enough to pat my gut with pride. This may be disjointed but I would like to hear of any success stories...
14 years