Gaining

I am slowly coming out of the closet with my intense desire to become truely fat. But as I do so, I find that it's more about the size I want to be, and not the weight. For example, I desperately want a 70" waist and 80-90" hips, and will do almost anything to get this size no matter what I weigh. Of course, a female feeder would be helpful, but I may have to do this myself.

Is anyone else motivated by size and not weight?

Mark

im the same way. i have an idea of how big i want to be, but im not really concerned with the weight. sure, its cool to see a higher number on the scale, but its more fun to see more of me.