Gaining

I know how you feel man. I used to be in same boat. Find out the reason for confliction first. Like why so you enjoy it and why are you disliking it. But you personally can still eat and be active. If your active you will burn fat. I'd say try keeping current weight but enjoy it

Just remember to take it slow until you're sure you want to dive headlong into blubber-ville hehe. Don't forget to still eat healthily either.