Gaining

Last December, I made the decision to let go and give intentional gaining a try after reading about it and being fascinated by it for over a decade. I found I really enjoyed it, but for various and sundry reasons, I had to stop for a while. I've picked it up again recently, and have found it to be delightfully liberating.

The last thing that made me let go and start (or in my case, restart,) gaining was the realization that I like being fat, I like gaining weight, and I no longer give two you-know-whats about what people think.

Achieving enough financial security that would ensure that I could live my lifestyle comfortably.

After going on 3 diets and gaining back more than I lost, I decided I am not dieting anymore. My heaviest when I was in high school was 205 lbs. I got down to 175 lbs. senior year and thought I would never be 205 again. But alas when I did reach it, I decided to just eat what I wanted and let nature take its course. A new job with lots of lunch meetings led to 40 more lbs. being added in 4 years. So now I was 245. Another new job led to 25 more lbs. in one year. Now 270. I found myself enjoying my own fattening and just let it go from there. Slowly and steadily I have added more weight and now have hit 305. It turns me on to think I have gained 130 lbs. And I have decided to enjoy my life as a big bellied fat guy going forward.