Wow, good thread. For me I remember an occasion when my cousin, in her early 20s at the time, I must have been less than 5, had to stay with my gran for a while. She was there for a few months and at some point I heard a conversation about her weight. "She's always offering me food ever 5 minutes. I've been eating a lot more here than back home. I'm getting a really fat belly, look!" and she'd stick out her belly and squeeze it for emphasis. At the time I remember thinking that there wasnt anything wrong with her belly and it looked good bulging over her jeans. When you're a child you don't really consider what other people find attractive, its meaningless to you, so your uncorrupted mind can be free to choose.
I used to doodle a lot when I was a kid. My favourite things to draw, before I had any real objectives, were things that where big and round and big, sometimes as big as a page just because thats as big as it gets. This later developed into big women, I remember drawing fat girls and then erasing parts of them and redrawing them bigger, repeatedly, until I was satified I had ruined my picture and should have stopped long ago. Quite similar to feeding, as you may think that you want a girl to be over 500lbs but you dont know what they'll look like or act like so what if you're wrong? what if you liked her better at 400? Ahhh its tricky stuff.
So yes, fascinated at a young age.
17 years
