kaia wrote:
I've always had an attraction to super sized BBWs with their massive rolls of soft, squishy fat, and have harbored a fascination with enormous body parts on women. Because I find SSBBWs so attractive, I long to be able to embody that ideal myself someday. I love the way fat looks and feels, so the more fat there is, the better!
While I can appreciate the beauty of other women's bodies in a wide variety of shapes and sizes, from chubby to SSBBW - for myself personally, I have a very specific aesthetic preference and will never be satisfied until I am well over 500 lbs. My ideal is closer to 800 lbs but I know that I will never be able to achieve that weight in this lifetime.
I've always had an attraction to super sized BBWs with their massive rolls of soft, squishy fat, and have harbored a fascination with enormous body parts on women. Because I find SSBBWs so attractive, I long to be able to embody that ideal myself someday. I love the way fat looks and feels, so the more fat there is, the better!
While I can appreciate the beauty of other women's bodies in a wide variety of shapes and sizes, from chubby to SSBBW - for myself personally, I have a very specific aesthetic preference and will never be satisfied until I am well over 500 lbs. My ideal is closer to 800 lbs but I know that I will never be able to achieve that weight in this lifetime.
Don't ever give up! I think once you get above 200 pounds, it will all come easier for you.
Okay, let's see, you are 35 which means you have at least a good 40 years left in this lifetime. That's just a little over 15 pounds a year!
I say, hold onto your dreams. Keep your eyes on the prize. Eat and gain, and attempt to get there -- or die happily trying with a mouth full of cake and a menu in your hands.
9 years