I have felt this way for many years, and trying to ignore it or deny it has not helped. I want to be a monument to gluttony and I don't care how fat I get and I don't care if I lose mobility. I expect to. What I am missing is the person or people who will help me transform into the blob I know I am meant to be.
I have quietly looked for years and found no one willing to work with me.i don't know what to do.
9 years
