SSBBW Lover:
I've put on almost 100 pounds in the last two years. My weight gain has me in a perpetual state of sexual arousal. I even masturbate at work. Yet I've been avoiding having sex with my wife for about the same length of time. She's lost about 60 pounds in that same two years, and I'm just more turned on by my own body and the pictures of fat women here on FF. Anyone else?
I've put on almost 100 pounds in the last two years. My weight gain has me in a perpetual state of sexual arousal. I even masturbate at work. Yet I've been avoiding having sex with my wife for about the same length of time. She's lost about 60 pounds in that same two years, and I'm just more turned on by my own body and the pictures of fat women here on FF. Anyone else?
I think it is common for us FA's.... that when our wife loses weight or goes on a diet and tries to lose weight we feel resentment or almost cheated on. I guess because they are trying to change physical features that we love.
I also have gone through stages where I unintentionally gained weight ......noticed it and then intentionally started stuffing and trying to gain a lot more weight producing 40+ Lbs. ....at first because of the void of weight gain on my wife and in our relationship. And same as you during this time I became more interested and aroused with my own weight gain and my fattening than I did with my wife and her slight slow gaining. I guess because I was gaining so much faster than her and the weight is always with us. The more my gaining and belly got bigger the more I wanted to stuff and get even fatter. I to was constantly aroused....but the funny thing was my wife seemed to be aroused by how big of a gut I developed as well....even though she didn't mention it she constantly initiated sex and seemed to love my big gut bouncing into her and pushing her away during sex....not to mention always softly holding onto it. I am not sure to this day if it was a secret fetish she may like, the fact that she was the one who fattened me up with all her fattening cooking or that she liked the fact that I was now the one fatter than she was and it made her feel more comfortable.
I dream of her getting a lot heavier and sometimes feel a bit desensitized because she hasn't been gaining as fast or as much as I would really like. Also, there are so many Fat women that I see on here and online that are gaining and getting so much heavier and compare her small gains to theirs and I feel a bit bummed about. While I gained a huge gut I still desired my wife even though she wasn't getting as heavy as I wished but I turned the weight gain fetish on myself and wanting her to point out my Fat belly and tease me. Maybe you can try the same and direct all of your fattening on yourself and have your wife try and tease you for becoming an over eating pig. Hopefully she will eventually stop dieting and gain all her weight back and more and you will be a big Fat mutual gaining couple even though she wasn't trying to get Fat like you she just couldn't help it and you both keep getting Fat together.
8 years